what song was that?

I’ve got an earworm. 
Yes whilst I’m frantically pia-ing Admin Law. 

“I don’t wanna run away, but I can’t take it, I don’t understand / If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? / Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?”

Or something like that. I googled it to no avail. :(

teardrops on my guitar.

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light; I’ll put his picture down and maybe, get some sleep tonight.

do you feel like a man when you push her around?

My favourite line above.
I love this song.
And I declare myself an RJA fan henceforth!!!!

Face Down – The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Lyrics:
Hey girl, you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I’ll never understand why you hang around
I see what’s going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself, it’s never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I’ll tell you my friend, one day this world’s going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what’s going down.

I see the way you go and say you’re right again,
say you’re right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I’ll tell you my friend, one day this world’s going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt, she said,
this doesn’t hurt, she said,
I finally had enough.

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
he’s coming round again.

earworm.

Dance Floor Anthem – Good Charlotte

Everybody
Put up your hands Say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feeling good now
Don’t be afraid to get down say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”

from2004.

Out in the dark, I stare at the moon
And wonder if you will call.
Making my way across the room,
the moonlight fades, but you…
You were mine, long before;
Time has passed, people change.
No one knows our secret
Maybe you can make me love you.

I was playing random chords on the piano when I struck a familiar one.
Which made me remember this song.
I don’t even remember how to play the left hand of this anymore.
But it’s a song I cherish, not least because of the person who inspired it.